Dreams

I can’t really call this dream activity, but there is no other place here that describes my experience, but since I am just waking…maybe. It’s always as I am waking from sleep, but just at the onset….kind of like at that very instant that I know I am waking.

I hear voices…very distinctly. This has occurred twice so far. First experience…I’m waking…I hear a voice spoken a bit loudly, and this one was rather commanding (proud?) “I am Victor Hugo!”

Now, I am afraid I was caught off guard, and I’m somewhat embarrassed that I didn’t know who Victor Hugo was. I immediately thought, “oh, that was an old movie star from back in the early filming days! Why is he communicating with me?!!” So, I thought I would do some research…then I found who this man was, and that it wasn’t who I was thinking it was…Victor Mature (sp?) was the actor. Victor Hugo..Frenchman…born and died in the ’1880′s….politician and writer, (famous for writing “Les Miserables” among other great works) and known as one who delved into spiritualism. He was exiled by Napoleon later in life and during these yrs he became involved in seance/spirit communication. Hugo was also well known for his belief and views on reincarnation. At the time I was going through a great inner battle, since all my life, since about age 12, I believed in this concept of multiple lives, and now, after further studies in seeking the truth (and the whole truth and nothing but the truth – good luck!) I began to have serious doubts. Well, it was during this time that Hugo “introduced himself.”

After some reading I discovered that not only did Hugo hold dear to this belief in multiple lives but he took it even further into “transmigration” which is, (and according to his many conversations with spirits, etc) that we not only live many lives as humans, but according to our moral and spiritual nature, good or bad, we can enter into life again on this planet, only into the lower kingdoms of mineral, plant and animal. Meaning from a rock, to a weed, to an animal. Well, I knew I couldn’t take it that far….

Since I had somewhat/mostly concluded there was no such thing as reincarnation, I questioned if Hugo might have wished to convince me I was wrong? Or, since I firmly do believe that once we have entered into spirit realms after our passing from physicality here, and after some time, we do learn how wrong we might have been on some certain issues/beliefs. So, then, I decided that was maybe the case…he had discovered he was wrong and was there to tell me so, to help me through this inner struggle I was experiencing.

I did try to meditate in an effort to “get in touch” with Hugo, but to no avail. I’m not very good at keeping my mind still for successful meditation. Now, I do know that when we sleep we leave our bodies and travel into spirit realms, so since I was just waking, there’s a chance I might have been doing just that, seeking to speak with someone there on the multiple lives concept, hence, meeting with various spirits who could converse on the subject, one being Hugo, but woke up before we could talk.

The next was also a clearly audible male voice, only a quiet and unassuming one, also just as I was rousing from sleep, who said, “I am ‘Crocius’ and I was a follower of Jesus.” Now, on this name, I wasn’t sure of the spelling….Krocius? Crocius? Well, I researched them both and found both names, and both were philosophers from way back….one Crocius who lived and died around 345 AD. The other was Kocius…where it explained that he did write a lot, but all his writings were lost…but the way they knew he wrote was that later philosophers mentioned him and his various works and to my surprise, one work mentioned was entitled, “On Reincarnation.” That blew me away! To my utter dismay, I wasn’t able to get back in touch with him either. However, from what I read, Krocius did not hold to the concept/teaching of reincarnation.

If you’re interested in my “argument” against reincarnation,..all the reasons why is isn’t so, go to the discussion page on Reincarnation. It’s pretty sound….you may then understand how a firm believer most of her long life could change her mind.

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